Just some random thoughts...

So lot's of stuff happened these last few days.  I got my period this week which wasn't cool cause i started to get back pains. I had really bad pms. got some bad news from my mom. My nose bled twice in one day... it's not even hot. don't know with who or where i'm going to live next month. don't know when i'm gonna get my ticket to vegas. got a bad grade on my test. need to buy a bed. i want to get rid of my debt before i graduate... so that means i need to get a job.  starting to feel a lil' uncomfortable with some friends, while being really loved by my friends. thinking i should re-evaluate but what for? not knowing if i'm loving or caring enough. is it something i did wrong. how can i get everyone to be happy at least for a day living together.  Why do i worry so much.  I'm too emotional.  Why do i feel like this. Should i be mad. what should i do? Why am i offended? who really cares? there's never enough time...

SO CAL BASHERS

So the other day my roommate Mikey got his window bashed when he was at Oakland. Weird huh.  Okay so same shit happened to me and sorry, emerson, eon, sha.  do we see a pattern here people... we all from so cal!!!  coincidence, I think not.  I'm telling you they hate us... hahahaha i dunno it's just weird... maybe it's some kind of bay area initiation hahaha... WEIRD.  so yea if you are moving up to the bay.. BEWARE you just might have some kind of car problem.   

REAL WORLD BAY AREA!!!!!

hahaha.... seriously.. so my cozy two bedroom apt. was shortly the home of 7 Filipinos.. yah ya'll we doin this shit Filipino Bahay kubo style.  Erryday seems like you got basita up in this bitch.... hahahaha anyway... lately it's been cool tho jo is up in the Philippines, Emerson moved out and it's cool.  But let me tell you how busy it got up in here.... there was drama and people getting on other people's nerves vice versa but i guess that's what happens when you put a bunch of so cal people up in a different environment.  anyway the list of drama goes on... i gues that's why i wasn't up on xanga cause i was too busy handling school, drama with the boyfriend, work, drama at home.  In a nutshell the drama at home was just some shady motha fuckas, some mutha fuckas taken advantage of other people dog drama, drug drama, and so on so forth... don't get me wrong though, were all cool with each other we're all friends and stuff but you know how it is when you put a bunch of people living with each other and we live in an apt.  there is bound to be drama. but for those of you that i have talked to i just wanted to let everybody know that things are cool we had a house meeting the other night and we've all been cleaning and everyone is on the same page... about damn time. haha  anyway im out about to watch a movie... peas

hahaha... it's been so damn long!

hahaha so it's been so damn long that i've been on this thing i don't know what to do.  There's like a new design... i've never seen those buttons on there before... was there always that smiley face button there? do i have premium?  hahaha i dunno.  just wanted to blog real quick because i can't sleep and i decided to check kit's page out to see pictures cause aileen told me about them.  and whoa i was pretty surprised to see me in some of those pics.  it was kinda looking through a where's waldo book and im waldo.  hahaha... anywayit's 214 in the a.m. and i cant go to sleep.  Francis is sleeping already and im in my living room in the dark.  when i usually would be drunk coming home from the cafe with mikey. heehee... so can we say that hiyasmin mikey and daniel are alcholics... so last week i finally decide to come out with mikey and danizzle and we go and chug down some 40's before going into the club (some OE 2.25 out tha door- it actually said 2.25 out the door on some old english) okay so that pretty much explains how broke we were that night. anyway like that wasn't enough i followed jason everywhere so i could share his drink and sap some of that and then we like hawks (drunken hawks) tryin to find people to buy us a drink. so my ass stood around if someone asked me for a cig i'd say that'll be 3 dollas, you need a light... ya got 3 dollas? hahaha i saw a friend i was like hey you got three dollars and he asked his friend and sorry his friend gave me three dollars i was like COOL!!! BTW.. thanks and nice to meet you. hahaha GAWD... it was funny but pathetic... but funny.  hmm... my life isn't interesting anymore.  it's just kinda blah blah blah blah blaaaaahhh.